Reflecting... before I even need to...

When   first started this project I was really excited as it combined two things that I love.

Story
And fashion

And I haven't even finished the project yet and I feel like I've fucked it up.
I mean not completely
I've still got the job done I just feel like I could have been so much more technical with it.

I look back at the notes I made in the brief back in February and how I felt at the time and I don't feel like I've done myself proud.

I was picturing a beautiful cinematic film with great music, fashion and visual eye candy.
Less than a week form the deadline even after a lot of planning.
I've only filmed one scene...
And the shots were shit
The acting was shit
And the Shirt I was wearing...that I made... also shit.

Now, I am still going to make the film.
But this is something that I need to have people who are willing to work 100% with me for a few hours a day when they have nothing on.
Organising people to film on a certain day was really difficult due to EVERYONE having deadlines around now.
I would of filmed earlier but then I wouldn't of had a clear image of what I wanted in my head.
I do now.
Its just to high of a quality to be taken lightly.

So here is what I'm gonna do.

I'm going to finish all my garments to the highest quality that I can manage right now.
I'm not exactly a professional tailor yet but I can dream

I'm gonna nail the presentation
Because the last few ones I've done in front of the class have flopped completely so I need to get my ego back.
I think I just need to make stuff make sense...
Rather than do the presentation and then get fairly picked apart because I didn't explain absolutely everything.